"I didn't want to die." His voice was hard, and there was maybe a small wince that crossed his face.

He didn't say anything else as he got the demon situated, one of his arms around his shoulders while keeping his own wrapped firmly around the other man's waist. A brief glance was sent at the cat, and with a soft nudge to Crowley he nodded to her. "Carry Maddie. And don't worry, I'll do more than that if this happens again."